Wednesday, July 6, 2011

Amazima Ministries.


Backtracking again:
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After our evening at Canaan’s, we woke to have a delicious breakfast by Mama Rebekah.  Let me tell you this Mama can cook.  She was a chef in Kampala for a while, and you can definitely tell.  Plus, the fruit here is absolutely amazing along with the freshly squeezed juice.  The best part is all of the food is natural, and almost everything just tastes better.  I believe food in heaven will taste just like this. 





Timothy.


Our kids were waiting outside our door for all of us, and while they headed to church, we walked down the road to Amazima Ministries to minister there.  We were greeted by over 200 children.  I honestly have no idea how many were there; they were just everywhere. Amazima is a feeding program that helps feed the children of the Karamajong tribe.  80% of the street children in Uganda are from this tribe, and they also were the ones at the prison that the government is rounding up.  On Sundays, the children are bused to this feeding center where there has been a huge playground built and a chapel.  I didn’t even make it to the back to see the playground; I just loved on all the children in the front.  The rest of the week, the food is brought to the place where a lot of the tribe is found. 


We loved her and her personality.





There were tons of babies whose older siblings were in charge of them.  It is SO unfathomable that the parents just let their babies be carted off for the whole day. Amazima provides a safe place where the kids can just be kids minus the ones caring for their siblings.





This boy was extremely malnourished.
The older sisters with their siblings.
You can see their pain in their eyes.

For many of the children, this was their only meal of the day.  I was sitting next to this girl around 10, and she whispered that she was so hungry.  We began talking, and she told me that she hadn’t eaten anything all day.  The look on her face just showed weariness and exhaustion, but here she knew that food was coming soon.  I’m sure that she also hadn’t eaten since lunch the day before.  


Love the clouds and of course my best friend with little man.




Another little girl that I was sitting by had such a high fever.  She was burning up and sweating.  Many of the children were severely malnourished including the girl that Allison held.  Allison’s girl had such long skinny legs and she fell right asleep in Allison’s arms.  I had 2 girls both sitting on my lap asleep, and the one girl was snoring loudly.  They were absolutely adorable sleeping so peacefully in my arms. 

Allison and the doll that fell asleep in her lap.
  
The children not able to find a seat on the benches.





As much as I love all the children falling asleep on me, it also makes me wonder if they have a safe place to sleep at night.  Do they have arms that will hold them and cuddle with them and just be?  My thoughts race and race until I can’t stand to think about it any longer because it makes me sick. 



Love my arms full.

Bryan, this was unasked for!
 He just had his shirt like this.

Children were everywhere.
I’m so glad that Amazima started up because without them all of these children would literally be starving every day.  I’m so thankful that they opened their ears to God’s calling and said, “YES Lord, use me!  I’ll go.”  
Allison with a precious brother and sister.
Nothing in Africa is complete without a game of futbol.



Many of these children rarely see mzungus.  It is so funny and precious to see them slowly come up to you and just stare, and then when they feel comfortable come and touch your skin and hair. They would rub their hands up and down my arm just to feel my skin.  Allison and I had many people touching and doing our hair.  I’m pretty sure Allison had some nice braids, while I kept having my hair slicked back as tight as it could go.  We both were in heaven with at least 20 children just surrounding us.  The girls also thought it would be fun to stick different bows on our heads.  Let me tell you, we were both lookin’ gooddddd.  I know that Allison misses and that I will miss this immensely, and will do anything to be back here.








We had no idea how many children to expect when coming to Amazima, so we only brought one huge space bag full of bows.  What we also didn’t expect was the mass chaos brought on by us beginning to pass out bows.  It broke my heart to see these children wanting a bow so badly.  Every other place we went, the children would reach up and ask for a bow, but here it was insane.  The children were scratching, hitting, and trying to pull the bows out of our hands.  There was no way we could even place the bows on the children’s heads.  These children literally have nothing. In their eyes was sheer panic.  Since they have their own language, they don’t understand English very well, and none of them would listen in fear that they wouldn’t get one. I’ll let the pictures of us passing the bows out do the rest of the talking. 


I think these pictures go to show the chaotic mess.
It was insane.  


Anothe picture of Allison trying to protect the bows.


We actually did run out of the bows that we had brought, but our group leader decided that since it was a disaster we weren’t going to go back and get the rest of the bows.   Even all the boys wanted them, and there was absolutely no way that we could pass out the bracelets for the boys.  It was heartbreaking just to watch them panicking to get the bow placed on their head, but with all the grabbing and storming there was no way.   I was stuck in the middle of a mash pit with no moving.  It was so heartbreaking, but the joy on their faces seeing how beautiful they were was priceless.  After we finished passing out, everyone went back to play and life was back to normal. I just sat with my sleeping babies.



Honor; one of the twins




The kids are fed from youngest to oldest, so part of the team was washing the children’s hands, some were feeding the children, some were getting the kids in line by height/age, and my group  member and I went around finding all the babies to take to the front.  The older sisters would say, “Madame” and would hand me their sibling.  They were so protective of their siblings and wanted them to get food first.  It was so sweet to see their selflessness while they patiently waited for their food.  



The meal.

The middle aged ones waiting.



A small part of the feeding line.  

The food being served to some of the little ones.


It was an amazing hot African day in the little village.  The view from the feeding site was absolutely beautiful.  I wish each of you could just feel and soak in God’s presence here.  I know I’ve said it a lot, but it takes your breath away.  Please pray for each of these children that they may find life in Jesus and each one of them will be healthy and receive the food, water, and love that they need. 











So sweet even with a high fever, and had her baby brother to take care of.







Doesn't God's beauty just leave you speechless.

Monday, July 4, 2011

This is the Day

Tonight was another amazing night spent in Uganda.  This definitely was a highlight of the trip because you could feel God’s enormous presence during the fellowship tonight.  Everyone is over here listening to God's calling on their lives.  They weren't afraid to say yes Lord, use me.   
    
We all matched, and Tori also wanted to be in the picture.

Sparklerssss.
My day started out with spending time with my 9 months- 2 years babies.  They are my favorite, and I absolutely love this age.  It also helps that my baby girl and favorite is in this area.  I don’t know how I’m going to leave her.  Esther is a whole post in herself.  After a normal day on the schedule complete with the toddlers and preschools dress up and dance day and laying out on the mat with my BC babies, all of the volunteers headed over to celebrate the 4th.  All 14 of us piled into our safari van and went to celebrate at a nearby missionaries’ house who were having a lot of people over to celebrate. 
Hope!
The Mat.
My baby Esther.


There were over 50 people there having a fun fellowship.  It just had a unique feel to it because we are in Uganda, but celebrating our love for America.   I love seeing missionaries with their families living over here.  It was complete with a bonfire which was used to roast hotdogs and marshmallows, and start the sparklers.  I played a little bit of American football with another volunteer and some of the guys also at the party.  We paid tribute to America by saying the Pledge of Allegiance and hearing the preamble be recited.  Of course, no 4th of July is complete without fireworks, and we had lots of CRAZY bottle rockets.  I know exactly why they’re illegal.  The American food was delicious, especially having chocolate cake and REAL packets of ketchup from Sonic.   Susan, who works at Amani was in the African Children’s Choir and let me tell you this girl can sing and dance.  While someone else was playing the drums, she was helping me perfect how to dance Ugandan style. It is ALL about the hips.  I take it as a complement that multiple Ugandan women told me that I was good.  I think that’s the biggest complement I can get.  It is SOOOO much fun.  The whole ride home was spent in fellowship with all my sisters in Christ.  We had such an amazing time singing together and praising the Lord.  We sang so many songs, and it was just beautiful with the African Breeze flowing into the van.  My favorite was singing This is the Day African Style with many, many verses.   

The grill and food tables.
Some of the people and the bonfire.

The director at Amani's daughter, Diana.
We made it back to Amani and helped all the Mamas fold the laundry pile.  I have this thing for laundry, and find it very calming and relaxing to do.  I really do love doing that.  It is so nice just sitting and having a conversation with each other and all signing together while doing laundry.  There is no TV to watch, no game to play, no phone to text or talk on, and no computer to mess with.

  

Now, all of us are just hanging out together.  I’ve realized since coming here and preparing for my trip how much all of my relationships built on Christ mean to me.  Our lives our centered around the same purpose, and it is a beautiful thing.  We instantly have a bond.  I know each of these girls at Amani will be there with me for forever, and I can’t wait to spend eternity with them too.  I'm definitely going to be sad to leave all of them next week. Time has flown by WAY too fast.  God bless America!  Hope all of y'all have a blessed 4th of July!

My loves!  Natalie and Hannah


This is the day, this is the day
That the LORD has made
Let us rejoice, let us rejoice
And be glad in it
This is the day that the Lord has made,
Let us rejoice and be glad in it.
This is the day, this is the day that the LORD has made.
 (Followed by many different verses)

This is the day the LORD has made; let us rejoice and be glad in it.
Psalm 118:24

Faithful.

God is faithful.  I’ve been talking with people about my future, and subconsciously I guess I’m freaking out.  I informed people that it is honestly all in his hands, and I have no idea what he has in store. The plan right now is medical school, but I don’t know if I can be away from Uganda and my baby lovies that long.  He reminded me to truly trust that it is in his hands.  He know the plans he has for me, and I'm going to walk in his way even if that means being apart from my babies that long.  He reminded me so quickly in fact.  I read my devotion for the night, and this is what it said. (Allison, this is perfect for you too.)
Such Beauty.

  Psalm 32:10 “He who trusts in the LORD, mercy shall surround him.” 

At times, God requires a season of waiting before he sends his blessing. Then trust becomes your greatest asset.  If you don’t trust God, you will cry out in fear and panic.  At one point, during a storm on the Sea of Galilee, the disciples thought they would perish.  But Jesus commanded the wind and waves to be still.  He taught these men how to trust Him even in the most tempestuous of circumstances, and He is teaching you to watch and wait for His outstretched arm.
 –Charles Stanley    Into his presence
Ruthieee!


Alan.

Oh Lord, this is also what I needed to hear since I’ll be leaving my 2 baby girls here unfortunately.  We will be too far apart for too long.  This past Saturday, I was able to go again to Canaan’s to see my boys and Liti there.  I love that the children are now beginning to recognize me.  It’s a good thing I’ll be coming back to see their faces soon!  Right, Allison? :]]  God continues to amaze me, even with the small things.  I’ve never had to find a boda man to drive me back to Amani.  Each week, he amazes me with providing a person or group who is heading that direction and taking me back. 

Love that smile and the giggle that went along with this picture.

Beautiful Honor.
Surika.
strutting on the runway.

My precious girl.

Mom and Dad, this is Josiah.
I found a picture on my camera that one of the boys had taken.

Right after she woke up.

This week there was a team from Stony Point Church from Richmond, VA who were staying in the guest house at Amani.   I love to see the body of Christ in Action, especially a church that gets “defend the cause of the orphan.”  Each one of the team members was so inviting, friendly, and hospitably.  I love that many of them were older.  (white hair)  Some of them had been coming to Canaan’s for over 7 years, and many of them have even sponsored the older boys for 12 years.  It was so neat to see everything the church has done for Caanan’s including helping them run the sponsorship program, financially, and teaching them to help document where money is spent.  They also contact nearby hospitals in Virginia and bring cargos full of supplies all donated to Canaan’s Health Clinic and the Children’s Hospital in Jinja.  This is exactly what the Church should look like.  They told me that they were headed to main street, and that there is always room in the van.  We rode back into town, and come to find out they were 1st going to place their dinner order at the restaurant right across the street from Amani.  How crazy is God!!! HE ALWAYS ALWAYS ALWAYS PROVIDES!   
Some of the people at Stony Point.
They were up there on stage with their children they sponsor.

MARVIN.
[Mom and Dad,
Aren't you in LOVE with this boy because I am.
Can't wait to tell him you're his sponsors!]

My boys were doing well, and so were all the children.  I love getting all their hugs, and just sitting with them.  All of the youngest children had gotten their heads shaved.  My little Liti is a bald beauty mixed with a spunky personality and an adorable wrinkly nose when she laughs.  What do you think?  And how am I suppose to leave this face?  

My bald headed beauty.


I do know that I believe in a God who is faithful, and is the only person who can help mend my heart.  I'm going to have to depend on him more than ever before.  Right now, I'm just going to savor the last week I'm here, and LOVE so deep deep, so down down, deep down in my heart.    


Cast your cares on the LORD and he will sustain you;
he will never let the righteous fall.
Psalm 55:22

Okay, I know I might be biased, but don't I just belong.

God, who has called you into fellowship with his Son Jesus Christ our Lord, is faithful.
1 Corinthians 1:9

My boys and little bit.
Our little family.

Sunday, July 3, 2011

Tomorrow.

I promise I will post multiple posts in a row tomorrow.  I'm SO exhausted tonight, and it didn't help that the internet went out for awhile!  Happy 4th of July!  Happy Birthday Will Ryan!  I hope everyone has a wonderful day!


I LOVE this view everyday.

Amy and Katie; 2 of the other volunteers.







Every branch that bears fruit he prunes, 
that it may bear more fruit.
John 15:2.  

Friday, July 1, 2011

Simplicity.

If there is one thing Uganda gets right, it is the simplicity of life,


and I don't want to forget it.

When I get back, I want to continue living it and completely focus on the things that really matter in life.  It's so easy to get your priorities mixed up and let someone else mess up your plans.  I want to take the time to listen to Jesus, and I certainly don't want to miss God opportunities.  Too many people in America live in their own bubbles and are only worried about themselves. I don't want to be like that, even though at times that person is me.  I want to be have Jesus' servant heart all the time.  I want him to stretch me and make me more like him.  Good thing for his grace because I fail daily.  I challenge all of you to spend a quiet time with him every day this week, praying, soaking in the word, and listening maybe even avoiding some technology.  When I pour out my feelings to him, he fills my cup full.  Oh, how I love him.     



Be still, and know that I am God.
Psalm 46:10



Be still and know that He is God
Be still and know that He is holy
Be still, O restless soul of mine
Bow before the Prince of peace
Let the noise and clamor cease

Be still and know that He is God
Be still and know that He is faithful
Consider all that He has done
Stand in awe and be amazed
And know that He will never change
Be still






I found out I can use their names.  There was a miscommunication.  Meet Henry boy.